I've made myself a nice new banner. I kind of adore it, even if I do say so myself! HAHA! I think it's the pictures because they're simply beautifulllll

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1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 7 friends. Whoever wants to do it!
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

Snagged from vanishing_act18 

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
59th Street Bridge Song (Feelin' Groovy)//Harpers Bizarre

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Blue American//Placebo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Un papa, une maman //Le Soldat Rose

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Before The World Was Made//Carla Bruni

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Je Lui Dirai//Celine Dion

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I'll Be There (Live - This Is It)//Michael Jackson

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Isn't She Lovely//Stevie Wonder
(ahwwww)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Teddy Bear//Elvis Presley
(LULZ)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Escandalo//Raphael

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
You Gotta Have Love In Your Heart//The Four Tops

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Light In Your Eyes//Sheryl Crow

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Take Your Time//Buddy Holly

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dangerous//Michael Jackson

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Beautiful World//Take That

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Sir Duke//Stevie Wonder

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Best In Me//Blue

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Kayleigh//Marillion

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
One Sweet Day//Mariah Carey & Boyz II Men

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Treat Me Right//BSB

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Sandy//John Travolta

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
End Of The Road//Eddie Veeder
(NUH-UHHHH)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love The One You're With//Will Young

Michael Jackson. What can I say... he's the love of my life, ever since I was a little girl. He brought me through one of the hardest periods of my life and if it weren't for him I honestly don't believe I would be here today. He gave me a reason to get up in the morning when I didn't feel I had any other reason. He was also going through a pretty touch time himself at the time and I feel like we came through a really dark time together in sense. I felt I needed to be around FOR him. I lived my life through him. It may have been unhealthy, but at the time I never left the house, but because of Michael, I started to make my self go to MJ events, I even went all the way to America, my first holiday on my own and he was the driving force behind that. He made me wanna do these things and I did them FOR him! I give Michael Jackson all the credit for my ability to leave the house every day to go to work, my ability to get on public transport, to travel to places I've never been before, all those things, he has complete credit, because he made me want to do those things!


Last night it was announced that my idol in life died. His huge heart, filled with love gave out and my heart went with it. Today I have a hole where my heart used to be. I have a gapeing hole in my chest that I don't think I'll ever be able to fill again. I've been awake for... 48 hour almost, I didn't sleep a wink last night, I've hardly eaten. A part of me that was here this time last night, has gone. He's gone. And I can't quite understand or believe it and it hurts so much. I never thought I could hurt this much, I never thought I could cry this much. Just when I think I've stopped crying... I start again.

Michael, I hope you know how loved you are, my love and thoughts go out to your beautiful children and your beautiful family. If I hurt this much, I cant even comprehend how much they hurt right now. I know you're in a better place and right now I pray there is a heaven. You were always too good for this world, Michael Joseph Jackson. If there is a God up there, I hope he's kept the best suite for you! I love you and I always will. Goodbye, my love.
 

My friend just text me with these words:

"The star that shines twice as bright, burns half as long"